Maria Rose

Last weekend I went to Los Angeles to attend the Abilities Expo, or as I call it, the weekend-long infomercial, which is fine if you’re in the mood for an infomercial, which I am. Well, not in the mood so much as in the market.

It was a bit overwhelming, but I got some good info. I saw the folks from Freedom Concepts with their bikes, it was good to see them — they were quite busy! There were at least 2 wheelchair van dealers–much of the place was filled with accessible vehicles. The 1st guy I talked to was real nice, and happens to be less than 5 miles from our house!! The other guy was nice too, but he’s in LA or San Diego, so there’s really no point to talk more to him when we have a dealer within spittin’ distance! I got good info from both of them, and from the talk on vans that I saw. So I’m narrowing down what we want. Just gotta figure out how we’re going to pay for it!

Another interesting talk I went to was about special needs trusts. When an audience member asked what was the biggest error made with special needs trusts, she said, “people set up a trust and then don’t fund it.” Guilty. I set up a trust 3 years ago and still haven’t changed all the beneficiaries on my accounts to the trust. I tried one day, but the forms didn’t make any sense to me, so I need to go pay my lawyer a visit this week so she can help me do it right. The woman, who was from Mass Mutual Financial Group, also said they’ll review your trust to make sure it’s in proper order, because that’s what they do–and they do it for free! (They just hope you like them and buy things from them.) I just may take her up on that, since my lawyer doesn’t specialize in special needs trusts, but she consulted with someone who does, so it’s probably in order, but better to be safe than sorry!

I got several brochures on wheelchairs, asked a few questions, but I’m at the point that I don’t even know what to ask, so at least we have the literature to go over with the physical therapist. Since it will probably take a year to get it purchased, we may as well start now. And I probably need to get the chair before the van, or at least know what chair we’re getting.

There wasn’t as much on aug comm devices as I thought, but I did get some literature and a name of someone to talk to in Phoenix. Then I talked to a guy, I think his name is RJ Reynolds, at least that’s the name of his company. He is very good with the kids, and explained a few things that totally made sense to me. The 1st thing he starts out with is a switch (button) connected to a vibrating mouse. They make the cause-effect connection fairly quickly with that, even those with emerging skills, like Maria. Then you go to music (push the button, get music), then you go to some software that he builds. I don’t know how much the software it, and it looks a bit crude, but I observed some fairly low functioning kids interact with it fairly quickly. He sets it up so if you don’t push the button for a certain amount of time, it calls your name “Hey Maria”, and that seemed to work to some degree. He wasn’t selling much there, but I did manage to buy a switch and the vibrating mouse he was using (the only one he had, but it was near the end of the Expo and he said I could buy it), and got a CD with his catalog so I’ll look into that. so perhaps we can work on communication afterall!

The other thing I bought was a small blanket-like thing filled with something heavy, like beans, and herbs. They said the herbs can clear your lungs, so it might help Maria next fall since she gets so congested in the fall/winter, and the weight might help her organize–I’ve talked with her OT or PT about that before. It wasn’t too expensive, so if it doesn’t work, at least the house will smell nice and I’m not out that much. They told me one older woman bought a bunch of them (the slippers actually, but the herbs are almost the same in the blanket and the slippers) for all her elderly friends who tend to get pneumonia, and it seems to be working!

The one fun thing I did was go to a concert at the Getty Museum –beautiful place across from the Santa Monica Pier. One of my friends is in LA and she came to get me. the band is Sones de Mexico. Each of them plays at least 10 instruments it seems. The entire stage was full of stringed instruments and drums and even a donkey jawbone–no kidding–they played it for at least 2 songs! We were in the 3rd row. It was fun! Maria would have loved it! So i got her their newly released CD which is for kids.

So, now we just have to get those pesky seizures under control…..She didn’t have any yesterday, so perhaps we’re on the downswing (upswing?). I think I’m going to give her teachers a video recorder so they can tape her seizures. Thursday they said she had one where she was jerking a little bit–which is new. Friday they said she had about 10 – 15, mostly short ones. I’d really like to see what they’re seeing and try to decide if we can do anything about it….

The bad news is Maria continues to have many seizures even with increased medication. The higher dosage is making her sleepy , which is normal at the beginning but should wear off in a few days, but doesn’t seem to be doing much to control the seizures. She’s been sent home from school early twice this week and been given her emergency medicine at least twice.

The good news is she is doing GREAT on the bike. I realized that one problem she has pedaling is where she needs to shift from pushing with one foot to the other. There is a certain point where she doesn’t seem to have the strength or coordination to push it past and she needs a little momentum but usually doesn’t have the speed needed. At first I would push her very slowly and she was able to pedal some and pull away from my hand, then get stuck and I’d catch up and push her past it. However I found a better idea is to put her on a slight downhill path. It’s not enough of a slope for the bike to go on its own but its enough to give her a little help when she hits the stuck point.

She’s been doing better and better but today she was incredible. She pedaled an entire block by herself. Then I turned her around, pushed her back to the start, and she did it again! The first time she got stuck three times and I had to nudge her about an inch to get her going again but the second time she got stuck only once. She was pedaling at a slow walking speed, about 2 mph, but had a steady rhythm. And, I might add, this was when she was doped up on clonazepam.

Maria’s also started to use a button when she eats which allows her to ask for more. At first I’d move the spoon to trick her into pushing it as she reached out, but the last two times I’ve been there she has been using the button pretty deliberately. I think Cathy said Sue has seen the same thing. Very exciting!

I looked up some things in Cathy’s post from last night.

Oculomotor apraxia (or ocular motor apraxia) isn’t a visual processing disorder. Apraxia is a condition where the person has difficulty making deliberate movements. Maria wants to move her eyes but the signals don’t always get from her brain to her eye muscles. Oculomotor apraxia affects only horizontal movements for some reason. Although that might be part of her problem, she certainly also has CVI.

One of her past speech therapists thought Maria had oralmotor apraxia, which is the same thing but would have to do with mouth movements and swallowing.

The test he was talking about is visual evoked response (VER) or visual evoked potential (VEP). It’s basically a special type of EEG during which they show Maria things like flashing lights or a black and white checkerboard which changes contrast. They measure how her brain responds to these fairly simple stimuli and can determine how much of the information is being processed. In fact Maria has gotten evoked response tests before – the BAER test for her hearing. There are several types of VEPs to test different things like color recognition or motion tracking.

My response to the convergence exercise is an exaggerated heavy sigh. Don’t get me wrong – I’m sure it will help. We’ll add it to the 20,000 other things we are supposed to do with her every day and don’t have time for.

We went to the eye doctor this week. I suppose it was an ok appointment. He’s still worried about her wandering eyes and if they get worse, then he’ll have to do surgery (he’s been talking about this for a year or so). Good news is he said he could do the surgery at the same time as she has her hip surgery so she wouldn’t have to be put out twice. In addition to the patching, he’s recommending “eye push ups” as he cleverly called them, where we bring objects slowly in toward her face so her eyes have to focus on the object, strengthening the muscles. Does that make sense? She often brings an item so close that it touches her face, so she must know what’s best for herself!

Funny thing is, the second he came into the room and walked up to her, she started “talking” to him — that thing she does where she moves her mouth like she’s talking (although no words come out). It was like she was trying to explain to him what was going on. It was so damn cute!

I think he said her eyes weren’t focused about 1/3 to 1/2 of the time that he observed her, if it goes to more than 50% of the time, that’s when he recommends surgery. Considering the fact that she went to school all day, it was almost 5pm, and she’s been having seizures for the past month — I was somewhat pleased at how pleased he was with her. He, like many of her other docs, said he was amazed at how well she’s doing and he never would have predicted it. What the hell did all these docs think of her and thank goodness they either didn’t say it outloud or I had the sense to block them out.

Now for the technical crap that I didn’t understand and have been too traumatized (or lazy?) to look it up: He thinks her problem might be more oculomotor apraxia (processing?) than cortical visual impairment — although I thought CVI was a processing thing??? He said one thing we could do is hook her up to electrodes and show her visually stimulating objects and record when her brain stops registering. That would give us a number or level of CVI that she has (I think — or maybe the percentage CVI and the percentage apraxia?). He said it probably wouldn’t change what we were doing, but it might be interesting to know. Hmmmm. Uncle Andy is going to have to look into that a bit more. On his notes, he wrote “consider VER (VEP)”; as I recall, that’s what he called the electrode testing thing. Stay tuned for Andy’s update (:-). Other than that, he just suggested we keep patching daily, continue with the glasses, and do some convergence exercises. All-in-all, I guess not such a bad appt.

He had a student doctor in the room (whatever the proper terminology is), and he was the most engaged student doc I’ve met (and we often meet them). Very impressive!! The other impressive thing was that although he was running 45 minutes late and it was the end of the day, he still stayed in the room and answered all my questions and didn’t act like I was putting him out for taking time. I really appreciate that and told him so! He also said it would be a good idea to get glasses with transition lenses (change to sunglasses in the sun). I forgot with her new glasses. I’m not so crazy about her new glasses, so I’ll probably get another pair. Her disability insurance pays for 1 pair per year, but only at Nationwide Vision or something like that, so I’ll go check them out and if they have any decent ones we’ll do that, otherwise, we’ll get the cute ones at the eye doc.

So yesterday pretty much sucked — I worked on a file for work all morning and my computer locked up and the file was lost (with the help of the BLM Help Desk, thank you very much). It was a project I didn’t really have time to do but I was doing it as a favor to someone (who I’ve never met — that’s the kind of public servant I am…). Then my toilet broke. The pond pump broke. My new phone broke. No kidding — this is all on Tuesday within about a 3-hour span. While I was on the phone with T-Mobile to see what they were going to do about my phone, she said she’d send me a battery and see if that worked. I told her I needed it Fed Exed to me because I have a 5-year old daughter who has seizures and I need to be able to have the school get in touch at a moment’s notice, and no shit, the second I hung up the phone, the phone rang and it was the nurse calling to tell me Maria had about 6 seizures so she was giving her a Clonazapam and could I come get her. So, I picked her up, she had a wicked seizure in the car as I pulled into the garage, then I complained mightily about how everything sucks for 2 1/2 hours, and then worked until late to finish the paper I’d begun that morning, getting me no closer to catching up to the huge pile of work that’s growing.

But today was a better day. Maria only had a few small seizures and was in a good mood. Manolis fixed the toilet and tried to fix the pond pump (but the cord is too short so he has to go back and get the one with the other cord), and I’m using my old cell phone, so I don’t have to be irritated by the stupid touch screen of the T-Mobile Tap — which I highly DO NOT recommend because it’s a piece of crap. And tomorrow, on April Fool’s Day, I get to go see if a physical therapist can help my little pelvic pain problem. oh boy.

Once a year, the Scottsdale Rotary Club and a couple other groups sponsor a free special day for special kids at the McCormick-Stillman Railroad Park in Scottsdale. We’ve been before; I’m glad we decided to go again this year. We got there 10-15 minutes after it started (10am) and already the parking lot was full! The whole place seemed much busier than I recall from years past. I wasn’t so freaked this year, Manolis still kinda is. We did some very cool things this time…

First we got a flower painted on Maria’s cheek, which she enjoyed. Then we hung out with Ronald McDonald for a bit. He was kinda lame, didn’t look the part to me, did a few magic tricks, Maria seemed to like it (the kids mostly). Then to the petting zoo. We didn’t go in because it was a bit chaotic; we stayed outside the fence and reached in to pet the miniature donkey and the baby miniature donkey. She loves those donkeys!! Lots of smiling and nice petting. A little grabbing, but not much. I was holding her and her daddy was manning the camera, so we don’t have many good shots. I wonder if she made a connection to last week’s donkey or if she just like the fur.

We watched the pony rides, but she wasn’t too interested. I think she needs to see things more close up. Then we pet the police dog that helps with emergencies. He was next to the Bat Mobile — really, there was a totally tricked out Bat Mobile. Big black car with orange accents and bat logos on the doors and wheels. Kids were sitting inside and getting their pictures taken. I can’t believe Manolis didn’t think it was cool?? (he’s all about the Hummer. barf).

Then, after I finally wore him down, we went to ride the train. Line wasn’t too long. I think she liked it. I liked it the most. It’s a good way to get a lay of the park because the train track goes around the rim of the park, and finally through a long, dark tunnel before going back to the beginning. The kids loved the tunnel (lots of screaming)! Couldn’t tell about Maria.

After the train, we went on the merry-go-round. I’ve never taken her on one, except maybe to sit on one of the benches on a carousel in a mall or something?? It’s a good thing both of us went on it with her because the horses really go up high, and I’m not sure how easy it would have been for me to hold Maria up and on the horse while it went up and down and around and while I stayed on the carousel. I was on the outside, it was going rather fast, I was holding onto the pole for dear life, sorta hanging on to Maria. Manolis, being taller and on the inside, had a bit of an easier time, but the amount of movement still surprised us. Meanwhile, Maria was totally digging it! Holding on, looking up, smiling. I wish my camera still had batteries so I could have taken a picture of her face when he was taking her off the horse–pure joy! I told him this is what it’s all about. Taking her to these things isn’t about how comfortable we feel or what we want to do, it’s all about Maria and her experiences and doing new and fun things.

We were going to go hang out at the playground, but we had to rush home to feed her lunch, chill for a bit, then go to occupational therapy. She did ok. We got some things afterward at Home Depot, then just before we put her in the car to go home, she had about a 20-second seizure –quite long by her standards. Damn. she’s still having a couple/few a day, most lasting less than 10 seconds.

After recent events, it’s nice to be able to report some good news.

Cathy and I took Maria to a folk/bluegrass festival. Maria liked the music, clearly perking up when each song would start. She was doing some good standing and even was trying to clap along with the music! However the best part was the petting zoo. They had some goats, donkeys and llamas. Maria of course loved the animals and she petted them. Actually petted them. She didn’t pull their fur or bite or anything. She just petted them very carefully. Cathy got it on video and we hope to post that soon. Maria even tried to hug one of the donkeys; very cute.

Maria’s seizures are less frequent, though not gone, with the higher does of medication. We are also doing the asthma inhaler and nose spray which Maria just hates so that’s proving to be interesting. We won’t start the other two medicines (the muscle relaxant and the one for her hearing) until her seizures are under control. We’ll probably start the muscle one first, wait until everything is stable for a couple of weeks, then start the other one. I haven’t found much on using amantadine with hearing but I finally found some papers about its effect on sensory processing disorders. They were way over my head but basically it might help with all of her sensory processing, not just her hearing. That would be very exciting!

So we are hoping things will be a bit less dramatic over the next few weeks, and maybe even improve under the new medication.

I finally got up some of Maria’s pictures for Jun-Oct 2008 and Nov-Dec 2008. However it also reminded me how much I hate the gallery software I’m using so I really need to find another one before posting more.

Thank goodness spring break is almost over, I don’t think I could take much more of it! We’ve had so many appointments (which I made), news, recommendations, drugs, procedures, etc.

Today we had 2 appointments–orthopaedics and pulmonology. We saw a new orthopaedic doc. Last time we saw a spine guy, but since her hips seem to be an issue, we went to the guy who sees most of the CP kids. Maria’s right hip is about 30% out of the socket, the left is >50% (maybe 80%, I don’t remember). It’s worse than it was last year. He wants to fix it to minimize her chance of having pain in her hips when she’s older. The choices are: 1) surgery to lengthen the tendons in her upper leg and her Achilles tendon. “Minor” surgery, but she’d have to be in a cast for 6 weeks and we’d have to get a special car seat and stroller/wheel chair (hopefully rentals). As he talked more about it, he said that’s typically done when a child is 3 or 4. He was thinking she was a year younger. 2) surgery to cut her leg bones. Beyond that I didn’t catch the details, as my brain sort of froze. He said with that surgery there would NOT be a cast, and I’m not clear on recovery, etc., but she’d miss about 2 weeks of school. He has twin boys with cerebral palsy and his son who doesn’t walk has had that surgery. I asked, and he confirmed, that basically we have to have the surgery. There really isn’t another choice, short of Maria being able to walk like a typical child. He assured me there’s nothing we could have done to prevent this. Not more stander time or walker time, and the bike isn’t making it worse (or better).

His surgery schedule is booked through the summer. I told him we couldn’t do it until after October 22 anyway, since that’s when Manolis is coming back and I can’t do it without him being here (especially with my pending surgery on August 3). They’re going to call us to schedule it. wow.

The appointment was at the new Phoenix Children’s Hospital in NW Phoenix — nice place! Small, new, very busy, and only 10 minutes from our house!!

Thirty minutes after we got home, we had to leave for the main hospital (where we usually go) for her pulmonology appt. When I told her we were just there to clarify the asthma plan because I was confused about which medicine was for what, she whipped out the Asthma Management Plan that I signed a year ago and said (accusingly), “Is this your signature?” I said, “Yup.” And we went from there. She was actually quite nice about it after that, finally remembered that she saw Maria when she was a tiny baby. (I thought she was the nurse practitioner we saw a year ago who I really liked. I recognized her name, and it turns out it was because we saw her when Maria had the apnea monitor.)

Bottomline from that appt: we need to give Maria 1 of her inhalers 2 times a day as a preventative, so even when she sounds great, even in the summer, all year-round. And we need to give her a squirt of nose spray each day for allergies (because that’s a trigger). Then if she has symptoms of lung distress, then we add her other inhaler or breathing treatments, and if she doesn’t improve within 24 hours, then we call them (the pulmonology clinic). And of course, we walked out of there with another fistful of prescriptions. OMG!

So, our so-called “Spring Break” consisted of 2 major appts for me; 1 major one for Manolis; 2 typical therapies for Maria, 2 Jin Shin treatments, 3 significant doctor appointments–all with new doctors/nurse practitioners and all with significant news or recommendations or medications, and an increase in her ongoing medicine; and a meeting with Maria’s new state support coordinator (who is irritated that we’re not using the communication device that the state paid more than $1000 for). I think I am completely maxed out. I would certainly feel a lot better if I had a box of See’s Candies or a big chocolate cake!!! (Schwan’s has a very good chocolate cake that we recently ate in no time flat..)

So, don’t forget, no matter how much your life sucks, ours usually sucks more!! and harder!! But at least Maria is a sweet, beautiful angel. That really helps!

I finally touched base with the neurologist’s nurse today. She said Maria’s Trileptal level was fine in October, but is low now. She claims she told me to increase Maria’s Trileptal from 2.5 ml to 4.0 ml twice a day, but for the life of me I don’t recall her telling me that. I can’t imagine I would forget something like that. Anyway, she said no big deal, in fact, that makes the low Trileptal level less concerning since she’s not getting enough of the medication.

The doc would like us to try the increased level of Trileptal for 2 weeks, then start with 1 of the new meds (doesn’t matter which one) for 2 weeks, then add the 2nd new med for 2 weeks. That way we will know what’s doing what, rather than changing or starting 3 new things at once. (New meds are supposed to make a difference in a couple days, so we should know quickly if they’re going to be worthwhile or not). Now I remember one of the reasons I like him so much. He’s a good thinker, makes sense, and doesn’t overreact to things like daily seizures. He wants to see us, maybe in May? I made an appointment with someone on Maria’s last day of school.

I got the neurodevelopmental pediatrician’s report today–4 pages and 11 recommendations (although one of the “recommendations” is ‘Family congratulated on wonderful support they are providing’ — gotta love that!!). She’s also recommending possibly getting another EEG monitoring (where you check into the hospital and get hooked up to the EEG and monitor for at least 24 hours). Seems like overkill, but we’ll see what the neurologist thinks. Work on making choices, 6-8 pictures, switches; pulmonary follow-up; continue making great strides toward mobility and posture; investigate a wheelchair van; look into getting an adaptive potty chair; continue ongoing therapies; come back in a year. This is just from 1 doctor, remember. We also got a bunch of follow-ups from the new physiatrist, as Andy mentioned yesterday. And we still have 2 more doc appts this week!!!

One of the recommendations from both docs we saw this week was to come up with a simple communication system that everyone will use with Maria. The school speech therapist should develop it (in consultation with us and the home speech therapist). I continue to ask for this, but obviously I’m not asking clearly enough, they’re not responding clearly enough, or I’m just not hearing what they say. Either way, I continue to be frustrated…. We did get a switch for the computer, so when you push the button (the switch), it acts as a left mouse click (or right click or double click or enter or space — there are 5 options with the switch interface we got). It works well with the books Maria’s been reading/listening to on the computer as part of her schoolwork.

I’m going to the Abilities Expo in LA in a couple weeks to learn more about more of these types of things, and especially to start getting educated on what vehicle will fill our needs. My RAV is getting to be too small….

Oh yea, and Manolis won $500 in one of the AZ lottery games!!!

Maria decided to start her spring break with a 7-hour marathon of therapies, doctors and x-rays. That girl is such a workaholic!

The big thing today was we met the new physiatrist. He’s the one we’ve heard is really negative so we went in prepared.

In walks this morose man. The instant he sat down, Maria alerted and reached out to him and she’s a pretty good judge of character. He did say a few negative things. He didn’t like Maria’s stroller, another one who says it doesn’t provide enough support. If the PT who has been with Maria for 5+ years thinks it’s OK, that’s good enough for us. He pooh-poohed the bike, pretty much saying it’s an expensive toy despite the fact we say immediate improvement. He thinks Maria should be in a special needs school instead of public school – we understand the trade off and feel what she gets from public school is better. And one of the drugs (more on that later) he prescribed is supposed to blur vision, and he said that wouldn’t matter because Maria already has vision issues, which was a pretty crappy and insensitive view.

However though he was somber with us, he was good with Maria. He smiled, talked in goofy voices and didn’t mind when she kept grabbing and him and trying to bite him. He was a little rough with her but that’s part of what he does – tests the limits of her joints and tendons. He spotted a lot of little things about the way she moves and stands and so on and had some pretty good insights.

Overall we liked him, but he did have some troubling conclusions.

He thinks Maria’s left hip is migrating out of the socket, something which happens to kids like her because their tendons get too tight. He sent us for hip x-rays to check it out. He prescribed new AFOs though we knew it was time for those. He prescribed a sort of soft trunk brace which will help her when she is sitting or standing. We aren’t as happy about that but he feels if Maria isn’t worrying about her trunk she can focus on head control and not hunch forward so much, and then when her neck is stronger we can stop using the brace. We also won’t use the brace all the time, only on occasions like when she’s sitting in her chair to eat.

He also wants to start Maria on two new drugs. He mentioned baclofen but said it can also increase seizure activity. Instead he suggested Artane which is less effective but shouldn’t trigger seizures. This medication should reduce some of the tightness in her muscles. That involuntary flexing interferes with Maria’s ability to control her own movements so he thinks this will help her move better. We should see results immediately so we can decide whether or not it’s working. We did talk about the baclofen pump Maria’s neurosurgeon suggested and he said if we find the oral drugs work, the pump is better because it releases a steady trickle of medication directly into her spinal fluid (fun!) but it also means major surgery to implant the pump in her abdomen (also fun!).

The other drug is amantadine which he thinks may help with her auditory processing disorder. It’s a drug used to treat Parkinson’s and he says doctors noticed patients who took it experienced improved hearing. The weird thing is I can’t find anything on the internet talking about that.

We want to touch base with the neurologist before adding these drugs to the cocktail and the plan is to start one, try it for a while and see what happens and then add the second one later. We really hate the idea of more drugs, but if they help then we are all for it. As much as we hate the medications she already takes, they are certainly better than seizures.

Maria continues to have a few seizures every day. Cathy is going to check again with the neurologist to see if the blood tests have come back so he can decide if he needs to increase her dosage. In the meantime we are all stressing out about it.

We got one piece of good news though. It turns out Sue’s problem was not a blockage just good old stress so she didn’t have to get another stent after all.

We have been blissfully seizure-free for months and months. In September or October, the teachers thought they saw a few, but we didn’t, so I didn’t get too worked up about it. We sorta have thought from time-to-time that perhaps we’ve seen one or two here or there, but always short and not repeated and not for sure, so maybe yes, maybe no, but no big deal.

But now, there’s no question. I can’t remember what happened last week, but I do remember that she had 3 seizures on Saturday–1 before speech therapy, 1 during speech therapy, and 1 after occupational therapy. Then Sunday, I was gone for 2 hours and she had 5, so Andy gave her a Clonazapam. By the time I got home, she was zonked and zoned and oh, man, how I hate to see her like that.

Monday was good. Tuesday I had to pick her up in the late morning from school because she had 3-4 seizures; they gave her a Clonazapam, so we took her home to sleep. Wednesday was good. Thursday she had 3 or 4; so Manolis picked her up near the end of the day — she fell asleep at school, so although 2 of them lasted 45 seconds (which is very long for her), we didn’t give her the Clonazapam, and she seemed good last night. In fact, Manolis took her for a bike ride after he picked her up. She ate well, slept well. Was a real stinker this morning with her medicine–worse than ever! Does she not understand that she needs that medicine??!!

All I can say is thank goodness next week is Spring Break — I think we all need a break! Too bad Maria and/or I and/or Manolis has 1-3 appointments each day during the “break”. At least I’ll get my icky dentist appt out of the way, and hopefully they can start to figure out what the hell is going on my pelvic pain BS. We’ll surely see that Manoli’s heart and blood pressure are doing great. Maria will get a couple Jin Shin Jyutsu appts in to hopfully calm all the craziness. Quick check-in with the pulmonogist (of course now her lungs seem to be clear, thank goodness!). And the appt with the new physiatrist. See, just another simple week in our crazy life!!

One exciting thing about this past week is they finally hooked up our solar! So in 3 days, we’ve generated $19 of electricity and offset 138 lb of CO2 — how awesome is that?!

(So, what’s the “break through”? When you’ve been seizure-free for months [usually because of medication] and then start having a few seizures, they call them break-through seizures.)